• Sajak-Saya

    Doesn’t matter

    Harder to breath when memories flood your mindsI lost seconds and hours counting the unconsented touchesI lost the years blaming myself being born as femaleI was in inexplicable rage for 20 years I searched for ways to unite with my bodyI tried to be at peace with misogynyI was being patient as a victim Doesn’t matter, I found outNevermind, they saidMove on, they pointedLike everything is my faultLike unwanted sex is part of normal life I lost count of humiliationI lost the time to become a womanI lost the traces of self-confidence I stop searchingI stop tryingI stop being patient No longer sorry to be in angerI am the effect,…